My Future

Sometimes, I think of you,
Sometimes, I try to know the future.

I stress my mind,
I stress my vision.
It really seems bleak and so far away.
There must be some way to know it,

There must be at least one such way.
Don't wanna believe the usual hysteria,
Those, bragging jerks of mysteria.
I do think of the future way too much,
Because my past was never so proud as such.
I, never had a perfect summer of 69.
I, never had a taste of old sweet wine.
I, never had friends beside me who'd stay firm,
I, never did anything worth telling,
Love for me was a distant dream.

Who cares about the past,
When the present is beautiful?
Why should one worry,
When life is wonderful?
I, used to long for someone charming,
Like the tides,reaching for the moon-"dancing".
One, who can halt the time, the pace,
A head turner, an eternal beauty,
Ecstasy and panache at her grace.
God is known for his coincidences,
And romance at short notices.
One such occurred with me,
No, not like the typical love stories.
I met her during one journey,
The journey to the same old life.
But as I have said it, I met her,
And everything just changed on its own.
To be honest I had my share of doubts.
She was a synonym of elegance,
And me prince of destiny,
Without much to talk about my brilliance.
But there was something in me,
According to her,
A clean heart and brown eyes,
So deep and penetrating,
Without doing anything,
I could just take her far.
Far enough to leave the worries at bay,
While we enjoy the moonlight,
Just beside the beach we lay.
I just wanna be there forever,
Holding her in my arms, kissing her,
Till the first rays of sunlight do us apart.

Present, Its all going fine.
I'm enjoying every second of it.
I can proudly call her "mine".
I know she is just perfect for me.
I'm the luckiest to be with her.
She really means the world to me.
But some twists are bound to be there.
Lately I have started to think of the future,
What if...What if...for some reasons,
We are not together?
Some people may argue and ask me to be positive,
But I am positive,
I m positive from the day I'm committed,
But some things are bound to be restricted.
Beyond your reach,
Beyond your limit.
You then have to surrender,
To some selfish social complications,
And the expectations of others.
I'll do whatever it takes to be with her,
But my cruel destiny,
When it takes a swift turn I cant predict.
For the time being I can only wait,
And hope everything will be fine.
Do whatever I can do now,
Since A stitch in time saves nine.
We both believe destiny has made us to meet,
To know, to be friends forever,
To love each other like no other.
So destiny must have some plans for ourselves,
But if its not fulfilled.
God will have to answer me,
And I know he wont have any then.
At last I would like to add,
Whatever may be the future,

Dark or illuminated,

Just keep that in your mind,
I love you,
I love you with all my heart.
You will always reside in my heart,
Like a body inside a shiny armour.
And will keep loving you forever
And ever.