I am so Lost!

I am so lost.

Whenever you are not here,
Lost in your thoughts.
Lost in your elegance.

I am so lost.
Whenever I look at you.
Lost in your charm.
Lost in your panache.

I am so lost.
Whenever I'm talking with you,
Lost in your words.
Lost in your sweet voice.

I am so lost.
Whenever you are with me,
Lost in your fragrance.
Lost in your charishma.

I am so lost.
Whenever I look at your eyes,
Lost in your grace.
Lost in your mesmerism.

I am so lost.
Whenever I look at your face,
Lost in your smile.
Lost in your expressions.

I am so lost.
Whenever I am holding you in my arms,
Lost in time.
Lost in You.
Don't wanna let you go,
Don't wanna lose you ever.

I am so lost.
Whenever we are kissing each other,
Lost in its sweetness.
Lost in its continuity.
Don't wanna let you go,
Don't wanna lose you ever.

I really enjoy this world,
Spinning all around me.
I am so lost.
I am so in love...

Dedicated to My Luv!

P.S.-Using the pink color, 'coz you look stunning in it!

I'm a terrorist...

I enjoy killing people.

"No, I'm not a lunatic."
I like to destroy.
"No, I'm not the creator."
I want to rule.
"No, I'm not the one."

These are some emotions,
Sprouting inside my mind.
The contrasting ones,
Are of my inner soul, my heart.
But I'm not willing to listen to those.

I'm a terrorist.
I want to achieve something.
By the means of force and brutality,
By the means of terror and mayhem.
There's no place for Ahimsa.

I do it in the names of God!
I do it in the names of religion.
Sometimes, I do it for money.
I do it for hatred,
Or sometimes for some compulsions.

I don't think about the outcome,the other way.
Some lose their lives,
Some are left disabled,
Some lose their dear ones.
But why should I care?

I get satisfaction in whatever I do.
Cries of people suffering in the hospitals,
Agony of the people at home.
But again why should I care?

I act deaf.
I act heartless, soul less,
I act merciless and selfish!
The one suffered because of me,
Has nothing to do with me.
I do not know him,
Let alone caring about him or his family.

In the long run,
I don't know, what I'll achieve.
I might be dead the same way round.
But I dont care a bit.
I won't reform,
I won't stop all this mayhem.
People and Government all alike,
Will be just the mute spectators.
They will watch me rule.
They will watch me gain power,
Of bombs, of bullets.

There's no end to this terror,
There's no end to this turmoil.
There's only the end of humanity.
It's just the beginning,
Of the end of peace on earth.
Do whatever you can muster,
Do whatever you can, But Now!!!
Or a day will come,
When I'll be all around the world,
And there will be no end to this,
I'll keep on developing,
And engulfing this world of yours.
Though I won't achieve anything...

I am...

I am love,
I love life.
I am life,
I live for love.

I am the earth,
I am the centre of the universe.
I am the universe,
I am a womb of the earth an even of universe.

I am the sun,
I am the source of all lights.
I am the light,
I dont bother about any source or destination.

I am a thought,
I like to dwell inside the mind.
I am d mind,
I give birth to thoughts.

I am fire,
I give warmth and light to the needy.
I am the warmth,
I give a kind facet to the fire.

I am water,
I am elixir for the thirsty.
I am a thirst,
I am never craved.

I am air,
I support life.
I am oxygen,
I support life processes.

I am the vision,
I am synonymous to sprituality.
I am the beauty,
I like to be visualised.

I am time,
I never wait.
I am past present n future
I am dependent on one another.

I am a prayer,
I am an answer to the prayers.
I am a blessing,
I bless the brave.

I am a question,
I cant be answered.
I am an answer,
I am the answer of every question.

I am a mystery,
I am not a history.
I am the source,
I am the destination.

I am a mother,
I give birth to all.
I am a father,
I take care of all.

Wondering eh who am I?
Try to look inside me,
Try to look inside you,
Try to look around yourself.

I am the Infinity.
I am the Zero!
I am the One!
I am God!

My Sleeping Child

Come to me,Oh my child,

Oh my sweet child...
And go to an innocent sleep.
And dream of the sky,
As you have to touch it one day.
Dream of the colors,
Because you are one of them.
Dream about everything good,
Dream about yourself.
Explore your mind,
Explore your destiny.
Go to sleep without any worry,
As I am here to cover you,
I am here to protect you.
Oh my sweet sleeping beauty..
Oh my sweet sleeping baby..

You are so lucky,
That you have no worries.
So lucky that you are so innocent.
You have the leisure,
To build your own world,
Your own paradise.
The world is so rough my child,
You have to be very careful,
In whatever you do.
They are not like you,
They are mean, loath one another.
They feel jealous about one another, they fight.
But you keep away from all those,
I'm here to keep you at bay.
I'll guide you at your every step,
Don't you ever worry my child.
You will be great one day,
I have so many plans for you,
You will surely get what you desire.
If not from me, but surely from your dreams.

If God could grant,
Everyone mind like yours,
There would have been,
No jealousy, no fighting but only
Sweet peace all around.
Always keep that in mind my child,
The stars are twinkling just for you.
Jack and Jill went to fetch water just for you.
The boy of the black sheep is you.
You are just about everything for me,
You are darn special my child...
I like to see you play,
I like to see you crawl,
I like to see you smile,
I like to see you try utter my name.

Love you, care for you,

Oh my sleeping child...

My Future

Sometimes, I think of you,
Sometimes, I try to know the future.

I stress my mind,
I stress my vision.
It really seems bleak and so far away.
There must be some way to know it,

There must be at least one such way.
Don't wanna believe the usual hysteria,
Those, bragging jerks of mysteria.
I do think of the future way too much,
Because my past was never so proud as such.
I, never had a perfect summer of 69.
I, never had a taste of old sweet wine.
I, never had friends beside me who'd stay firm,
I, never did anything worth telling,
Love for me was a distant dream.

Who cares about the past,
When the present is beautiful?
Why should one worry,
When life is wonderful?
I, used to long for someone charming,
Like the tides,reaching for the moon-"dancing".
One, who can halt the time, the pace,
A head turner, an eternal beauty,
Ecstasy and panache at her grace.
God is known for his coincidences,
And romance at short notices.
One such occurred with me,
No, not like the typical love stories.
I met her during one journey,
The journey to the same old life.
But as I have said it, I met her,
And everything just changed on its own.
To be honest I had my share of doubts.
She was a synonym of elegance,
And me prince of destiny,
Without much to talk about my brilliance.
But there was something in me,
According to her,
A clean heart and brown eyes,
So deep and penetrating,
Without doing anything,
I could just take her far.
Far enough to leave the worries at bay,
While we enjoy the moonlight,
Just beside the beach we lay.
I just wanna be there forever,
Holding her in my arms, kissing her,
Till the first rays of sunlight do us apart.

Present, Its all going fine.
I'm enjoying every second of it.
I can proudly call her "mine".
I know she is just perfect for me.
I'm the luckiest to be with her.
She really means the world to me.
But some twists are bound to be there.
Lately I have started to think of the future,
What if...What if...for some reasons,
We are not together?
Some people may argue and ask me to be positive,
But I am positive,
I m positive from the day I'm committed,
But some things are bound to be restricted.
Beyond your reach,
Beyond your limit.
You then have to surrender,
To some selfish social complications,
And the expectations of others.
I'll do whatever it takes to be with her,
But my cruel destiny,
When it takes a swift turn I cant predict.
For the time being I can only wait,
And hope everything will be fine.
Do whatever I can do now,
Since A stitch in time saves nine.
We both believe destiny has made us to meet,
To know, to be friends forever,
To love each other like no other.
So destiny must have some plans for ourselves,
But if its not fulfilled.
God will have to answer me,
And I know he wont have any then.
At last I would like to add,
Whatever may be the future,

Dark or illuminated,

Just keep that in your mind,
I love you,
I love you with all my heart.
You will always reside in my heart,
Like a body inside a shiny armour.
And will keep loving you forever
And ever.

Night Love!

Mr. Moon is in the sky,
The stars are twinkling so high,
Sky is filled with the color dark,
But the moonlight is making its mark.
I can see your moonlit face,
So charming and radiating all its grace.
Everything is halted,
The noise, the wind, the pace.

For the time being,
I want to be alone with you.
Want to make you feel how much I love you,
I love you from the core of my heart,
I will love you till death do us apart,
and even after that...

In one's lifetime, everyone is destined,
To finds its one true love.
I am one such individual,
I feel so pure like the white dove.
The myth called "the rebirth",
It exists - believe a few,
I am one such, to prove every morning,
I find flower petals with the lost droplets of dew.
Love is for ever...
I'll leave you never...
"Rebirth" - if it exists...
Oh Almighty! I want to be reborn.
And I want you as my companion for the lifetime...
Will this wish be fulfilled?
I don't want to keep myself waiting...
So please let me live this moment together,
Oh my sweet love,
Please let me live this moment together.
Don't you leave me tonight,
Please be with me,till its dawn,
Oh babe please come on!!!